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Aug. 23rd, 2010 | 09:46 am

Switched to Powder , tables allegedly 800 grams . Not as potent . However odd isde affect . Drunk with energy drink 500 ml + 6 gramms pules rate remains at between 70-75 bpm . Drink contained Taurine , guarna , caffine and ginseng .

Eyesight agsin sharper , other sense not as much as tablets . Other observations from prior are also lesser .
However calm and peace remain . Sense of taste and strong odurs detected.

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Day 2

Aug. 14th, 2010 | 08:31 am

woke up 8:00 am . No dreams remembered . No ill effect from alchol from prior evening . Sense of smells still remains "normal" .
Mood . quite light not manic , happy :D

8:30 1.6 taken in onw with food . can now also tasye food more (increase with smell)

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First dose

Aug. 13th, 2010 | 01:51 pm

800 mg 1:43 pm . (also had energy drink prior in day ) affects not due till 30 min- 2 hours .
However calmness and focus have started already , taken with water . Will take 4 tablets a day and note results .

14:57 : increased awareness of air flow (on skin) , sharper vision . Clam state effects began roughly 14:20

16:02 , doubled dosage total 1.6g .
16:40 no extra effects had about 400ml of caffine in coke a cola (also sugar ).

20:30 alcohol doasge 1 pint strength 5.0% then added 3 other pints . Normal affects limited as i believed i was drinking fare lesser strengh larger .

11:59pm : preparing for astral projection brain waveform musci file .

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Feb. 20th, 2010 | 01:22 am

The line of humanities dregs was long , too long . Loki smiled
Deshefulled and broken , he took delight in each one he passed.
A child pulled to its mother , the elderly shocked with fear as he passed ...
Save one ... his hood hanging over . bent double as to affect age and with a walking cane he gripped with all the strength he could muster .

Loki stopped and smiled . ~Sport at last he thought.
Grabbing the stick with a both hands he stole with all his might the last remaining stability from this desolate figure.


The stick remained ... the hood slide back and a simian face adored with a fine main of hair greeted him

"I am Sun WuKwong Loki, you have been warned abuot meddling in the affairs of immortals , i see i shall have to pay you attention
Ruyi Jingu Bang smashed into him and teh father of the world serpent once more was woken to pain.

"Come trickster , can you show me something i do not know ?"

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AUM

Nov. 15th, 2009 | 11:46 am
mood: contemplativecontemplative

I offer obeisance to the God and Goddess,
The limitless primal parents of the universe.

They are not entirely the same,
Nor are they not the same.
We cannot say exactly what they are.

How sweet is their union!
The whole world is too small to contain them,
Yet they live happily in the smallest particle.

These two are the only ones
Who dwell in this home called the universe.
When the Master of the house sleeps,
The Mistress stays awake,
And performs the functions of both.

When He awakes, the whole house disappears,
And nothing at all is left.

Two lutes: one note.
Two flowers: one fragrance.
Two lamps: one light.

Two lips: one word.
Two eyes: one sight.
These two: one universe.

In unity there is little to behold;
So She, the mother of abundance,
Brought forth the world as play.

He takes the role of Witness
Out of love of watching Her.
But when Her appearance is withdrawn,
The role of Witness is abandoned as well.

Through Her,
He assumes the form of the universe;
Without Her,
He is left naked.

If night and day were to approach the Sun,
Both would disappear.
In the same way, their duality would vanish
If their essential Unity were seen.

In fact, the duality of Shiva and Shakti
Cannot exist in that primal unitive state
From which AUM emanates.

They are like a stream of knowledge
From which a knower cannot drink
Unless he gives up himself.

Is the sound of AUM divided into three
Simply because it contains three letters?
Or is the letter 'N' divided into three
because of the three lines by which it is formed?

So long as Unity is undisturbed,
And a graceful pleasure is thereby derived,
Why should not the water find delight
In the floral fragrance of its own rippled surface?

It is in this manner I bow
To the inseparable Shiva and Shakti.

A man returns to himself
When he awakens from sleep;
Likewise, I have perceived the God and Goddess
By waking from my ego.

When salt dissolves,
It becomes one with the ocean;
When my ego dissolved,
I became one with Shiva and Shakti.

Found here http://www.poetry-chaikhana.com/J/Jnanadev/UnionofShiva.htm

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Nov. 7th, 2009 | 12:55 am
mood: optimisticoptimistic

Is teh great secret of life .. life . The creation of life , its manifestation is growth the experience , and finally its understanding . Love of self as your fellows and as all life . AS well as understanding of ones emotions and actions . Never judging yet always knowing. With out self love and understanding there can be no truth. We each and every person are part of love so by this we should never hate (dislike maybe ) . Gods battle but never war.


As brothers fight ye.

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Afternoon all

Jul. 7th, 2009 | 12:51 pm

Brushes off teh dust pheuffh .... anyways
While myself and my beloved were were watching a Fred and Ginger film (Roberta not some strange herb based erotic film) i saw this name appear in the credits Hermes Pan http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hermes_Pan_(choreographer). Then saw the rest of the film with two head eagles appearing every where the head of Athena , and a few Feru da lea .

You probably all know about him anyway but made me chuckle .

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A Quote and quiz

May. 12th, 2009 | 11:14 am
mood: amusedamused

"Up to the age of eight,my character was weak and vacillating... This work somehow awakened my dormant powers of will and i began to practice self control. At first my resolutions faded like snow in April, but in a little while I conquered my weakness and felt pleasure I never knew before - that of doing as i willed"

Now who said that ;) (A No-prize for anyone who can guess )

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Theres are all true

Apr. 6th, 2009 | 12:32 am

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Osymandus!

  1. Without osymandus, we would have to pollinate apple trees by hand.
  2. A thimbleful of osymandus would weigh over 100 million tons.
  3. Fifty-two percent of Americans drink osymandus.
  4. Osymandus can clean his ears with his tongue, which is over thirty-nine inches long!
  5. It takes 8 minutes for light to travel from the Sun's surface to osymandus.
  6. Osymandusolatry is the mindless worship of osymandus!
  7. Two thirds of the world's eggplant is grown in osymandus.
  8. In Chinese, the sound 'osymandus' means 'bite the wax tadpole'!
  9. Osymandus is born white; his pink feathers are caused by pigments in his typical diet of shrimp.
  10. Koalas sleep for 22 hours a day, two hours more than osymandus.
I am interested in - do tell me about

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Today is the kind of day for

Feb. 27th, 2009 | 06:32 am

Running up to a member of her majesty parliament and declaring "Im the laughing gnome and you can' catch me"

Ha ha hee hee he

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